I felt like this is my last day here. I really hate this feeling. I don't know if I'm just lazy enough or I have to be in another place. I guess I run out of reasons to stay..(In due respect to my co-workers ..I love you guys..) In two years time my brother will up for college & I would like him to pursue whatever course he would like with a stable financial support. I think 6 months is more than enough to hibernate & I think I already gained enough skill or confidence in terms of communication. I'm ready to go up & climb the ladder towards excellence. But of couse I cannot do it on my own..
Do I really know what I want?? I 'ts quarterly crisis...one time or another we all faced this kind of situation. I just want to be sure that every step I make will lead me to "success". It's killing me..
